Lyrics for verse of a rap

I am part of a horrorcore type rap group similar to that of $uicideboy$ or Team Sesh that are gaining popularity on Soundcloud. Me and my friend in the group love to rap and we are good at it but we are both not the best at writing lyrics. The type of lyrics I want are quite controversial so this may be a difficult ask. We rap about things similar to $uicideboy$. We are both depressed so we talk about that mental health illness, drugs such as lean, weed, xanax, oxycodone and other pharmaceuticals such as xanax to get through the day. We also talk about murder, mostly mass such as school shootings. Seppuku is a topic. The disembowlment of oneself after commiting a mass murder. We talk about killing and we also talk about satanism and being devil worshippers. Disclaimer I do not follow these views. I do not take drugs, I do not wish to murder. We rap about these things for the genre. Thank you to anyone who can help me with my request. Payment may be higher if the lyrics fit the purpose well